Entries for April, 2004

April 1st, 2004

yay

i always wanted to make a journal but i never got started on it. that was like two years ago? haha :D this is the closest thing to a journal that i'll ever have so... yeah.. cool

the only reason why i'm making a blog is that i'm bored. i'm downloading patches needed to play Ragnarok Online coz i had to reinstall it. i'm just staring at the status bar go from 0% to 100% per file. it gets annoying.

yay! it's done. after 40 minutes, it is finally done.

seeya when im not playing ragnarok
Posted by matsukaze at 10:42 AM | may angal ka?

April 2nd, 2004

lost in manila

ugh. ragnarok servers are down, AS USUAL. that's the thing with this online game.. when it's not working, all players cant play.. and that's more than 20,000 of us waiting in vain.. (

well, that gives me more time to write here! :D

i've been experiencing the real world first hand the past few days.. i had to clarify my UST college aplication and stuff yesterday and unfortunately, the car wasn't available. so ok, i told my parents that i'm taking the bus.. then they make such a big fuss about it like drawing maps and stuff.. hahaha.. it was all good actually, but i was kinda familiar with the place already.. i didn't think that i'd actually use it later.. they also said that i shouldn't go walking on the streets where i'm going. delikado daw. yada yada yada. i love my folks :D but i wish that they would let me be sometimes.

i did tell you that i was kinda familiar with the way to UST, but that was it. KINDA familiar.

i rode a bus from my place, cainta rizal. for those of you who are wondering, it's on the way to antipolo. this bus goes along ortigas avenue meaning, it'll pass by Galleria, greenhills, SM centerpoint, San Juan, all the way to quiapo. kung gusto ko pumuntang megamol or shang, there are FX's. transpo from my place is no problem. :D

the bus ride was fine. i bought a pack of macapuno candies sold by those vendors that come up buses. they were actually good. i buy them all the time. i havent eaten lunch so i gobbled up the whole pack even before arriving at UST. while eating and nearing my destination, i saw familiar sounding schools like PUP, Arellano, and some other schools that were unheard of. ang dami. kaya pala university belt ang tawag. yun. i got off the bus when i saw where alby (http://www.tabulas.com/~alby) had dropped me off before. that was on my way home before. he dropped me off this corner where the buses pass so one ride home lang ako. galing noh?

this concludes my bus ride.

now, i'm walking. i really didn't know where to go so i asked some jeepney drivers. told me to ride this jeepney going to Lealtad (???) and walk towards UST. so i did. bigla ko natandaan yung sabi ng magulang ko. about this place being dangerous and stuff. pero mukha naman akong di kanais-nais dahil sa suot ko kaya ok lang siguro. di naman ako mukhang hold up victim siguro.. i was wearing my pair of pants na di ko pa pinapalabahan since may pasok pa ako, and yung marumi kong Vans na sneakers. literally madumi. favorite pair ko yun, kahit na mukhang kadiri. originally white yun pero brown na. pantalon ko naman may stain pa ng pintura from my last paintball game. haha :D dugyot 'di ba? so i was pretty confident that i wont get into any trouble. mas matino pa nga itsura ng mga kasabay ko sa dyip eh. haha.. i was supposed to get off some corner but i missed it. i didnt know where the corner was, but i knew it in my gut that i've missed it. i inched my way towards the driver and asked, "pano papuntang UST?"

"ah, sa Forbes (street) yun! lampas na! dun sa traffic light oh!" and i looked back after i said these words.

"CRAP!" i told myself in my mind. i got off, walked back, it was quite a distance now because i hesitated to ask the driver for directions. i walked towards the main intersection thing. the road going there was lined with houses. if the properties were privately owned or squatted on i will never know. bottomline is that they were pretty run down. shanties, that's the word. there were people vending and walking around. i think the road i was in was part of a market area or something. i was lost, but i kind of knew that i was going the right direction. i feel it in my gut.

i was right. it was the right way and somehow i ended up in españa avenue, where UST is! yay! but it IS an avenue. a very long road. and i did not know where on that freaking road is UST. i looked as far as my eyes could see on both directions, left and right, and took another gut feel decision. LEFT. i walked on but to be sure i asked a fruit vendor (made me think of ragnarok /pif) where the university was. she affirmed me and i walked on. she said i was to go beyond the first pedestrian overpass and cross the second one. the second one must've been 500 meters more or less.walk walk walk... and finally, i get into UST.

i called my classmate, kyle, because i know that he was also fixing stuff for his UST application. he was on his way out already and i just came so i just kissed my chance to get a free ride home goodbye. he lives near my subdivision eh.

asked around campus where i have to go.. yada yada.. i finish what i havta do. yada yada..

called up kyle again to see if he was still there.. he was going to galleria. asked me to watch a movie with him.

how to go to galleria... hmm... i asked the security guards :D

i rode an FX going to cubao. wow. UST all the way to edsa. ten bucks. not bad.

was in edsa. contemplated whether to take the MRT or a non-airconditioned bus. if i took the MRT, i'd have to walk coz the station was between Galleria and Megamall. if i took the bus, i'd be dropped of exactly where i want to. or so i thought. it was hella traffic when i neared my destination. buses freaking piling up in the intersection waiting for passengers. so what did i do? walk. naglakad rin. the bus fare was nine bucks. kung nag MRT ako, 10 pesos. aircon pa. naglakad rin ako eh. bwiset. i inhaled all of the buses fumes on the way to Galleria.

went in the mall. met kyle. watched The Passion of The Christ.

one interesting thing about the movie is that they didn't show the title or the actors and all the other people before the movie. this makes the audience more focused on the true character of the movie, Jesus Christ. galing. hats off to the director.

aside from a few side comments in the beggining of the movie, both of us stayed silent. you would too if you watched it. even after the movie everyone was silent while exiting the theater.

sayang hindi pwede driver ni kyle. so bus kami pauwi. he doesn't know how so i teach him. i looked for a ragnarok cd in the mall but i couldnt find one. na reformat kasi pc ko, and it got infected with some virus na ngayun lang naayos. tapos bigla nalang humiret si kyle na, "ano ka ba? meron ako sa bahay eh.." bwiset. 'di naman kasi naglalaro ng ragna yun eh. nakuha lang daw nya sa toy kingdom or something last summer, nung beta testing pa lang ang Ragnarok Online (hereby called "RO" from this point forward).

so uwi kami sa bahay nya. tambay for a while. tapos uwi na ako. yay.

i've gone through manila, edsa, and back all through public transpo. and i didnt even know where i was going most of the time. but that was in manila. once i caught sight of EDSA i knew where i was.

commuting is fun when you're lost :D
Currently listening to: talk and talk - d sound
Currently reading: the lord of the rings: the fellowship of the rin
Currently feeling: sleepy
Posted by matsukaze at 12:28 PM | may angal ka?

what??!

my dad wants me to sleep na. it's summer for crying out loud! cruelty to animals toh!
Currently feeling: angry
Posted by matsukaze at 01:02 PM | may angal ka?

wake up

still no ragnarok.

i'm supposed to go to church but i'm feeling lazy. choir practice. tapos may band practice pa later. aaaaagh. hindi ko pa naaral yung song na dapat alam ko na by now. i'm a mess. i need sleep. 3am na ko natulog kagabi. kept chatting with alvin (http://www.tabulas.com/~alby).. and i read the story that he wrote. ok naman.
Currently listening to: telepono - sugarfree
Currently reading: Lord of the Rings: the fellowship of the ring
Currently feeling: sleepy and lazy
Posted by matsukaze at 11:45 PM | may angal ka?

April 3rd, 2004

bleah

i still went to church yesterday, but i was too late for choir practice. ate ann will kill me. woke up at 7am yesterday due to alarm clock. drove my mom somewhere and got home at 10. took a few naps, putol putol. my last nap ended at around 1:30pm? whaaa.

adrian's party was great. good food, good band (syempre, kami yun eh), nice.

i learned how to play ping pong! i am addicted!

i still lack sleep. but my late wake up time makes up for it i guess.. i wake up at freakin 12pm!! hahaha

wala nanaman ragnaroooooook.
Currently listening to: wish you were here - incubus
Currently reading: Lord of the rings: the fellowship of the ring
Currently feeling: sleepy and tired
Posted by matsukaze at 02:59 PM | may angal ka?

the phone

had a very interesting phone conversation with my phonepal, chia, an hour ago. hahahahahahahaha. comedy!
Currently listening to: the man i was with you - jimmy bondoc
Currently reading: lord of the rings: the fellowship of the ring
Currently feeling: sleepy and tired
Posted by matsukaze at 03:14 PM | may angal ka?

hmm

ive been sleeping at around this hour for the past few days, taking advantage of my internet card's free surfing minutes from 12am to 7am. coolness.

so what have i learned?

A. the dark aint so bad... i havta keep the lights down so as not to wake anyone up. the darkness aint that scary..

B. we have rats in our ceiling. our pc is in the attic and i hear them scampering about. EEK.

C. 12-1am is kinda warm.. 3am onwards gets chilly. summer time! figger it out!

D. Level Up! games SUCK! Ragnarok Online has not been online for the past few days. /pif

E. Julo is bedridden. stupid ACL knee injury..

F. Alvin is drunk. check his blog http://www.tabulas.com/~alby
Currently feeling: tired and sleepy
Posted by matsukaze at 03:42 PM | may angal ka?

April 4th, 2004

HUWAAAT?!

dad just told me to sleep. and unlike the past few days, he really means it. this sucks. watta watta... summer summer eh no? well, wala rin naman ragnarok, so there's no loss.. :D at least magpro progress na ko sa pagbabasa ng LOTR..

why do i have to be sooo obedient??

coz it's the right thing to do.

later
Currently listening to: the man i was with you - jimmy bondoc
Currently reading: the lord of the rings:the fellowship of the ring
Currently feeling: disappointed
Posted by matsukaze at 11:47 AM | may angal ka?

April 5th, 2004

i watched "the butterfly effect" with my family yesterday. we dint know what it was about, basta sabi ni monique, my sis, na "maganda daw." eh di yun.

it turns out that every sin imaginable was depicted on the movie. hahahahahahha.. na shock siguro parents ko.. but i found the movie entertaining.. alhtough some parts were perplexing.. it's a good watch.
Posted by matsukaze at 06:42 AM | may angal ka?

yahoo

ragnarok is finally up and running! that means less of me here and more of me there kidding. i'm gonna keep this up. astig eh.
Currently feeling: DISGUSTED
Posted by matsukaze at 10:12 AM | may angal ka?

fear factor breakfast

i ate cereals this morning. the kind that's unflavored, just cornflakes. it seems that i'm the only one who's eating from that box because it's been on the table for weeks now.. haha.. i eat it with bananas :D

so there, i pour it in the bowl, pour milk, slice up a banana, and dug in. after a coupla spoon fulls, i notice something... little bugs are floating in my milk! hahahahahahhaha

i removed most of them. i don't know if i ate some.. if i did, i hope they were dead. if they were alive, i hope that my gastric juices would do its job.. and do it well!!!
Currently reading: LOTR
Currently feeling: hoo hah!
Posted by matsukaze at 09:49 PM | 2 hirit ka pa!

shampoo

i shampooed last night. after quite some time, i finally shampooed. it's not that it's against my religion or anything.. it just feels different when i shampoo.. my hair becomes poofy when i do.. when i don't it has this texture that i like.. yun.. shampoo. bow.
Currently feeling: fresh
Posted by matsukaze at 09:52 PM | 2 hirit ka pa!

April 7th, 2004

BORED

i am bored out of my wits! GRAR. naubusan kasi ako ng load sa ragnarok. been sitting here doing nothing for past coupla hours tapos sinabi ni MJ thru yahu messenger ( i was chatting with him) na "isulat mo kaya na bored ka?"

ANG GALING MO MJ!!!!

papalaruin ko na nga lang utol ko.. parati ko kasi syang pinapaalis pag gusto ko maglaro eh.. eto oh, nasa tabi ko, nag-aabang. hehe
Currently feeling: bored
Posted by matsukaze at 02:15 AM | may angal ka?

dugs dags!

im at dags' place.. we played 9 ball billiards a million times with janny and ian.. losers crawl under the table with low headroom. hahaha. we got really dirty but we all took baths now. yay

i'm installing ragnarok in his computer. sayang eh! i probably won't sleep. kelan ba nawala ang ragnarok sa mga entries ko???
Currently listening to: telepono - sugarfree
Currently reading: LOTR
Currently feeling: fresh and sleepy
Posted by matsukaze at 02:53 PM | may angal ka?

init d3d??????

WHAT THE HEY?!?!?!

hinintay pa namin mag download for 30+ mins tapos we get that error message. badtrehp! can't play.

off to bed i guess...
Currently feeling: disappointed
Posted by matsukaze at 03:49 PM | may angal ka?

April 8th, 2004

i'm good... well, not THAT good

I am 28% evil.




I try to stay away from evil deeds but succumb to temptation every once in a while. I'm not quite on my way to hell but I certainly have some explaining to do.



Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com



Posted by matsukaze at 01:09 PM | may angal ka?

DMB

the Dave Matthews band! alright! ate nate wate lent me a bunch of her DMB cd's.. actually, all of hers! so sweet..

well, i couldn't listen to them ALL AT ONCE. that would be crazy. what i did was listen to all their hit tracks from each cd. cool.

i am falling more and more in love with their drummer Carter Beuford. wow. if you could appreciate good music then you would know what i mean.. heavenly drum playing, heavenly....
Currently listening to: ants marching - Dave Matthews Band
Currently reading: LOTR
Currently feeling: sleepy and tired
Posted by matsukaze at 01:25 PM | may angal ka?

so full

my family ate out with my grandparents, the parents of my mother. eat all you can chinese buffet. oooooohhh yeeaaaaah... bliss
Posted by matsukaze at 01:27 PM | 3 hirit ka pa!

April 10th, 2004

bible reading marathon

i attended the bible reading marathon last night.. arrived in church 9pm, waited for my turn till 11pm! whew.. then i decided to read again.. mga 3am na ako natapos

the whole experience, for me was uplifting. we were required to go into the prayer room before reading and so i prayed. after a million years, i finally prayed.. AGAIN. it was awesome. i missed praying

i spent a good 5 or more minutes praying and confessing. ang sarap sana tuloy tuloy na toh!

i also met new friends.. the Cruz siblings! they were Angela, Abby, Abel, and their kid brother Aaron. they were all so friendly and welcoming.. and to think that they weren't attending in GCF! i really loved hanging out with 'em :D hope to see them again soon!
Currently listening to: iris - the goo goo dolls
Currently reading: LOTR
Currently feeling: the heat
Posted by matsukaze at 02:22 AM | may angal ka?

April 13th, 2004

waiting

i made a realization. wow

waiting. haaaay. waiting for someone? someone who seemed the perfect one? happened to me twice.. crushed me the first time, the second one was pretty ok. malamang! nagma mature ka eh!

kidding aside, there's always gonna be devastation when you find out that who you want is not the one for you. that sucks! i mean, you invest your emotions to that person, hoping that they wouldn't go to waste. like all investments, some do fail. i'm not saying that it's wrong to hope and pray for a specific someone, but it's wrong to wait on someone and to feel that "this is definitely it".. you're investing your "love" on the wrong person.. and with great investment comes great gain or loss. yikesmost probably, it's tha latter..

you wanna be sure? invest on God. invest on who He wants for you and not who youwant for yourself. there's no going wrong with God. instead of drooling over the lady/man of you dreams, pray to God about this nameless, most perfect person that He has for you. instead of courting, fall in love with God. i am telling you now, when you do fall in love with The Father, you'll seek for nothing else.

people ask me why i'm still single. they say that i'm just lonely.

yeah, maybe i am.. but i just want the darn best for my future partner. preserving myself for her is the best wedding gift right? our first kiss is gonna be on the altar!

you gotta fall in love with God first before you learn to "love" others. it's a beautiful thing!

it may sound cheesy, but indeed true love waits!
Currently listening to: hey mama - BEP
Currently reading: LOTR
Currently feeling: the bachelor life.oh yeah
Posted by matsukaze at 08:12 AM | may angal ka?

shaved

i wanted to be like this: but i shaved my mustache.

i am bored
Posted by matsukaze at 10:34 AM | 3 hirit ka pa!

April 19th, 2004

bye pulido's... :(

came from eastwood with burns, john, alby(http://www.tabulas.com/~alby), RJ, matt, ricky, rancy, ANJ (aka LIL), ielle, patti, abby (?), will (?).. dint really get those two names right. hehe

dun ko lang nalaman na paalis na sila burns papuntang states. last gimik.

after eastwood, we went karaoke. sa libis.

nag-uwian na. i took patti, and that other tall girl home.

now, i'm sitting in front of the computer. yay!
Posted by matsukaze at 12:30 PM | 2 hirit ka pa!

April 22nd, 2004

askghkjahsa

i woke up an hour ago. wow, 11:30 pa lang.. i could call ateneo! coz lunch break's at 12 right? so yun.

and i call.

to find out...

that my dreams of studying in my alma mater are gone.
Posted by matsukaze at 12:30 AM | 5 hirit ka pa!

April 23rd, 2004

college

i currently have no college. help. i have to pass this music test in UST para ok na ang lahat.

PRAY FOR ME!
Posted by matsukaze at 03:50 AM | 2 hirit ka pa!

April 24th, 2004

so darn sleepy

i havent enough sleep.

naidlip nga ako nabang nagmamaneho eh. i almost freakin DIED.
Currently feeling: sleepy
Posted by matsukaze at 11:44 AM | 1 hirit ka pa!

birthday

birhtday ko kahapon, april 24

for those of you who knew and greeted me, thanks!

for those who didn't know, gifts are welcome..
Currently listening to: happy birthday
Posted by matsukaze at 12:32 PM | 1 hirit ka pa!

April 26th, 2004

post beeday celebration

i treated my classmates to lunch.. they were ren, SARTE, mj (www.geocities.com/emjaylimin), alvin (www.tabulas.com/~alby), niño, kyle, and gino. we ate at shakey's and pigged out on garlic and cheese pizza. YAM!

then we spent the next coupla hours just cruisin' robinsons metro east AKA BIG R. ehehehe.. and we spent like an hour playing nba live and another hour looking at deebeedees.

the guys decided it was time to leave so kyle and i were left alone. we are the EAST BOYS. hahaha.. east boys rock! went to sta lucia, looked at shirts, grabbed a drink and commuted home.

and here i am.
Posted by matsukaze at 06:49 AM | 1 hirit ka pa!

April 30th, 2004

subic

im leaving for subic in a coupla hours.. 3 hours to be exact.. i'll be back on monday.
Posted by matsukaze at 02:03 PM | may angal ka?