against the flow

matsukaze

revelations today:

1> meron may crush saken

2> may kaibigan akong nakipag break

3> dahil saken kaya nakipag break

anak ng tinapa!

matsukaze

agenda this summer:

1. Pray more.

2. get away more. (beach!)

3. eat more.

4. party more!

matsukaze

tundundun tundundun tundundun tundundun teneneneng tundundun tundundun tundundun turutun tuntuntun dududu dududu tududu doodung durutu turutu turutu turutu turu too jeng jeng jeng jengjeng (intro)

it's so boring at home during summer. it makes you realize a lot of things. little things like, the importance of bathing. LOL. but seriously, you realize a lot of things when doing nothing. such a realization is that i'm lonely. yes, i know i've been ranting about this for hte longest time, but i'm not getting any younger. im gonna be of legal age next month. you think of these kind of things when you become older.

and i quote Sugarfree's Ebe Dancel:

"nagsisising matatapos ang gabing alam naman nating meron nang taning,

nagsisising gigising sa katotohanang 'di ka naman talaga akin.

hindi mo lang alam, inaasam ang panahong makapiling ka sa una't huling pagkakataon.

dahil dito sa mariposa, ay mahirap ang nag-iisa.

dahil dito sa mariposa, ako lang yata ang nag-iisa."

AYOKO NANG MAG-ISA!

hiyeee ooooh huwooouoooh eeeehiyeeeeee let's go! jenjen jenjen jenjen JENJEN

matsukaze

it was my sister's graduation last tuesday. as i was getting dressed in what i usually wear, any old shirt, jeans, and dirty sneakers, my dad kept on nagging that we should wear something formal. i didn't feel like changing anymore coz i was already dressed so i just put a coat on. and as my tita put it, mukha akong "papa cologne."

after the ceremonies, the whole family went to eastwood. ate at Something Fishy went our separate ways. me and my bro hit the arcade and my sis, cousin, and their barkada went someplace else. i played Percussion Freaks and that other drum simulator game. it was mambo ago-go i think. anyway, i playaed those two games until i realized that i was the only one playing in the whole place. they were closing the lights already and stuff. quite embarassing.

anyway, i was feeling festive so i decided to get some drinks with my bro. we went to jack's loft and chanced upon my sis. that was kinda an awkward moment coz it seemed that we were following them but we weren't. we got drinks and relaxed. our dad was waiting for all of us else where so it was embarassing to stay up real late so we wrapped things up and met him.

it was evident that i had drank coz i easily blush after a few drinks. when we got home, he told me that 1 or 2 drinks was fine.. yadda yadda.. you know the whole drinking talk. i drink responsibly, mind you, but he treats me like a child. i'm already turning 21, dad. cut me some slack.