against the flow

i love the weather now. it's so comfortable for me. it's gloomy, cloudy and cold. i like it this way. i hate it when it's cloudy and humid and it's hot. it's a stupid feeling. i love this. without the rain of course.

on the other hand i hate this weather. all the unpredictable rain is making me crazy. i hate bringing rain gear. it's bulky. and my pants get wet. i'm not Michael Jackson who can get away with pants falling above his ankles. and commuting. eew. sure the LRT's airconditioned. but getting there? BLEAH. and taking a poorly airconditioned FX is bad enough. riding it in the rain makes it worse. and jeepneys. augh. they leak, and people's body heat makes it much more humid inside while raining especially when they have those plastic stuff unrolled on the windows.

i wish i could just stay home whenever these kinds of days strike. 

PAGASA: this dry spell could very well continue until december. the wet season probably won't hit us this year.

Mother Nature: what a bunch of wanna be idiots. 

been reading LOTR two towers coz of the suspension of classes. so much time left in my hands and so little things to do drove me to read books. i finally have the opportunity to finish two towers and start return of the king. yay. after ROTK, i plan to read the star wars book that i bought.

sipping tea while reading really relaxes me. i should do this more often.

im feeling lazy right now. i'm in the central library and am just wasting time until my next class. i hate school. i hate routine.

or is this just a hangover from the midweek weekend? (thanks to mother nature)

it's so sad to read from the free newspaper from the LRT that 42 thousand filipinos lost their homes due to the typhoon. thank God i have a decent home that can stand up to nature's fury.

or blessing,

this was much needed. nature strives for balance. if it gets too hot or too dry, you can count on nature to bring things back tha way it should be.

nature is amazing. it really does strive for balance. like how opposite charges attract, elasticity, acidic and basic substances, the list goes on. balance is key.

does that mean i'm supernatural? i mean, i can't juggle extracurricular activities with school to save my tarantulas. yes, i do value my pets THAT much.

super matsu.

well this was a fine way to waste time, was it?

i finished The Two Towers during my LRT ride going home. woohoo. i guess it'll be proper to start The Return of The King on my LRT ride to school tomorrow.

ok, so the mid sem sembreak is over. now what?

we fall asleep in each other's arms.

i'm yours to keep, but you have to go so far.

it's alright, it's okay, what we have or had was good.

truth is, i'm in pain, i wouldn't weep if i could.